New Year, New Goals...etc.

Well, I never thought I'd be writing anything on New Years day. That seems like the typical thing to do, and I guess I work against being atypical in some ways. I should be writing about all the silly little resolutions that I'll be making to make myself better. But I don't really have a ton of things that I want to change, just few things that I know will enhance my life experiences while I'm here on earth.

I guess the first thing is my attitude, which has definitely been worked on in the past month. Not having a job or a set plan can really be a detriment to a healthy, positive attitude. Another thing can be verbal abuse, which is what I have to sometimes put up with when I'm here with my family. It can be a harmful thing if you don't know how to withstand it and remind yourself what kind of person you really are.

The second thing to change is my fitness habits. This has also changed due to the events of the past few months. In my case, I've just become apathetic, haha and also, my favorite pair of headphones broke. At the moment it's too cold to run, so I'll be joining a gym in a few weeks and I'm excited to make a new routine again.

And the last thing...my dating life. Up until now it's been pretty non-existant since I've been so goal driven, but that about to change. I've been allowing myself to become more open to the concept that I can meet someone wonderful. Whether that's here or Korea, that remains to be seen.

I've put music on hold for a bit...but I'm still open to the possibilities that that may hold for me. I'm learning how to take the focus off of people who have mistreated me in the past year, and just have started to pray for them more and more. It's a good feeling to pray for those who have hurt you. You think about them less in terms of how they hurt you so try it...it works.

a few unsubstantial things I want to work on..
-buying nice new clothes
-trying a new hairstyle
-picking up German Language
-go to more concerts/shows

and I really want to do a lot more for my friends...I just feel such overwhelming support from everyone I know in Kansas City. I think there'll be a day that'll come when I can do a ton of things for the majority of them.

That's all i got for now, Happy 2010. This will be bigger and better than the last.